SilverMary42

I lost some hope today. Mama sat me down, She said it's not okay. Again that word, Okay. Today could have been a good day, An empty page you just filled with pain. I had hoped for more. I can't keep doing this any more. You've written on all my blank pages, I know I'm worthless. This pain goes on, How does love keep going on? Yesterday I was frightened, Now I'm just beaten. Today should have been, One of our good days. Instead you've scribbled on the page. Another, You don't matter. I never matter. Only you. I'm so tired. I had hope for today. No more blank page.

Through the woods Tis a place I know A land far from home Tis a place with no pain All is silent All is still Roses bloom on roaring hills Animals alike come to be Tranquil with harmony Tis place I know Was lost long ago In the place of blue bells You speak to me of the raising sun But for I only speak of the waning moon Far off in this place that I know Stars dance in the eyes of a young girl She sings in the world of silence Lost beyond the sea She lives in the world of Faery Back in the thyme when people knew Laughter lived in the Faerys dew Tis a place under the roaring hills Beyond the a land you used to know Cinder and ashes litter

She walks along the shadowed path Her eyes glazed over with Deaths tainted sight She can not see with those glassy eyes Her fate doomed the royal birth Eyes unknown to her watch with silent judgment The womb that held her slowly seeks to destroy her The rose petals fall from a garden she can never see Counting down to the winter season Her hair flows red with the blood she drinks She is the shadowed queen Time passes by the world continues by Not a word is uttered in her solitude Alone in a world unknowing She is the disgraceful one Hated by many Loved by one She walks the shadowed path She is Sakura Libitina -sadex-

I saw I saw the change The light turned to shadow The waters dried up The sun died to a dull light I saw the end Burning The world burned before my eyes People changed I changed Death was my friend and held in my hand firmly Life was short and weak The world died before me I saw I saw Death rise up I saw Life crumble to ash The wind The harsh wind blew it all away Light succumbed to the shadows of a dead world The stars died before my eyes Their gentle glow faded before me Just like my hope My world changed Just like me I saw Pain Death Hurt And Shadow A burning winter of ash befell the haunted word And burned me with it It truly was the

I am the Mistress You are the pet Take this rose as a test Red is for love Black is for death Eat the blue and you shall live Beware the silver For death shall come I am the mistress You are the pet This manor is death The voices are friend Try to leave I dare you so To leave you in an icey death Whispering with silver breath Take a rose I dare you so I am the mistress You are the pet Beware this deadly game Your soul is mine to take Your blood mine to steal I am the mistress Alone in the manor You are the pet Trapped with me forever -sadex-

Little miss Lilly where did you go? You shined so bright Winter white blossoms that bloomed oh so well Tears like sapphires  in the moon You left behind a world so cold The tree were  you stood seemed so tall Soft like a flower If only I could hold that flower Little miss Lilly where did you go? Left in this barren winter land My dead heart rests on my sleeve You were the death of me Heart so gold Soul so  pure If only I could such a flower These eyes of mine glaze over to silver sadness Do you remember? That day in the soft grass of night The night you laid down beside me looking at a sky full of all those nameless stars Little miss Lilly wh

I'm so tired Of standing in the rain Entombed by life Pinned down Needles in the heart Its all set up It will take one step Off a bridge Into a fire I'm just so tired So here is my knife An unfortunate friend Till the end I'm so tired Of all the snow Its burying me alive Down in this hole Within this rain I can feel no pain Apathy can go along ways Down in this pit Off the bridge Into the flames I'm tired of it all The pins and needles That life seems to provide These tombs have no life No hope against this strife Allow it all to cave it Let the snow sink in And the rain to fill My sinking pit Life -Sadex-